Bleargh

Okay, so back to total suckage, yesterday I was told that my services were no longer required but could I please train my replacement, a 'regular status' person? So temps who are told they are going to be permanent (a big honking lie) aren't regular? I know they probably didn't mean it that way but this sucks gargantuan rotting meat sacks. (sorry for that horrifying image) I let myself think this might actually work out. I'm so glad I never believed in any of the usual childhood mythical creatures like Santa and the Easter Bunny (thanks Dad) coz I would have been totally destroyed once I found out they weren't real. The real problem is I like working here. I like my job, I was pretty sure I wasn't half bad at it either. I even made a friend! They totally side swiped me and now I feel like crap and I'm back in that place where I'm doubting myself. Why can't I get a job and keep it? I'm a hard worker. I have tons of great reccomendations (even from this ex-job!). What the hell is going on?!